You don’t cry and that’s what surprises you most.
Not because it doesn’t hurt. It does. Your chest feels hollow, your throat tight, your hands trembling as you almost mistype your password. But something colder than grief arrives faster. Grief still hopes people will love you better. This feeling wants control—timing, access, precision.
So you sit at the same table they left behind and open the travel folder.
Everything is in your name. The villa in Colorado. The private transfers. The charter flight, ski passes, chef, reservations, equipment, even the medical notes—every detail tied to your account, your card, your planning.
You spent four months building their perfect trip.
Now you begin tearing it down in under twelve minutes.
You don’t cancel the villa first.
Too obvious.
Instead, you log into the aviation system and remove their boarding approval. Without your authorization, they can’t fly. Then you lock the reservation.
Next, you call the concierge and report unauthorized use. Every service is suspended. Cards frozen. Access revoked.
They’re already heading to the airport.
You know because their locations are still visible—moving together like nothing is wrong.
Then you adjust the villa booking. You downgrade it, cancel services, remove extras.
You keep one room.
For yourself.