“Your mom didn’t want a battle.”
I should’ve stopped her.
After the crash, Sammie tried again. She sent letters, hired a lawyer, and said I had no claim to you. But I had the paperwork. I had this letter from Carina — you’ll see it.
‘If anything happens, don’t let them take her.’
I kept you safe, Clover. Not because the law gave me the right, but because your mom trusted me to. And because I loved you more than anything.
‘If anything happens, don’t let them take her.’
I didn’t want you growing up feeling like someone’s contested property. You were never a case file.
You were my daughter.
But I want you to be wary of Sammie. She’s not as sweet as she wants you to believe.
I hope you understand why I stayed quiet.
Love always,
Dad.”
“I hope you understand why I stayed quiet.”
The paper shook in my hands.
The envelope also contained a draft of the guardianship forms, signed by both Michael and my mother. The notary stamp sat at the bottom, clean and complete — like it had all been ready.
Then came the letter — Aunt Sammie’s sharp, formal handwriting filled the page.
She’d said Michael wasn’t stable. And that she’d spoken to lawyers.
That “a man with no relation to the child cannot provide proper structure.”
She’d said Michael wasn’t stable.
It wasn’t about safety; it was about control.
And then the journal page. In a single torn leaf were my mother’s words:
“If anything happens, don’t let them take her.”
I pressed the paper to my chest and closed my eyes.
The floor was cold beneath me, but the ache in my chest swallowed it.
He had carried that all alone. And he never let it touch me.
